just tell me the truth !

brapa awiey swa q0e tia xmx ??apa jgk slh aquw sma q0e ??gta0w waa paa slh aquw . . jan tapuk2 . .la0w begini te0s smpai bla  . .aquw syg q0e baa tp npa mzt jaD mcm neyh . . la0w btul aquw yg slh gta0w . . jan diam2 kn  . .tmbh m'larat neyh hal . ..aquw fed up swa kta begini te0s . . la0w swa ndak ska ckp ndak ska . . kta dua jaq yg palink skyt la0w c biar2 neyh hal . .apa jgk mslh kta . . aquw mnta q0e te0s trg tp q0e nema0w gta0w hal sbnr . .smpai blaa ???? plz !aquw ndak taan mcm neyh .  .apa jgk baa slh aquw . . buli kaa q0e te0s trg seja . . pnt aquw mnta q0e gta0w hal yg sbnr . .apa mslh kta ??nebuli kaa kta mcm dlu g. . happy seja. . aquw ma0w mcm dlu baa . . plz . . 'SAKIT'baa aquw q0e bwat bgini . . ndak sda quw skyt mcm neyh te0s2an !plz let me know the truth ! i wanna kn0w ! dun make me sad plzz !